As I sit here with tears just starting to well up in my eyes, I have to sit back and realize what am I doing, why on earth am I crying?
Finally after 11 months of going back and forth being taken advantage of and seeing what things really are, I let go. I had to let go and yet I am not looking back, I can't. I have to learn that walking away even running for that matter is the best.
Even though it hurts really bad, I have to do it, and hey you never know as fast as I run, it may just be in a circle, but I have to at least start....
I mean how long can one person go on with a charade of what they really want out of life, as opposed to taking a stand and really just getting what you want.
It's time for me and what I want and I'm not settling for less than that.
