Who knew that a vacation could change me, and some may say for the worse, some will say it was the best thing for me. I never realized what getting out of the midwest could do for a person until I hopped on a plane and went to Vegas.
I got to Vegas on Thursday night about 800pm, and it was HOT! But not like stepping into KC that weekend. Steph aka my sis picked me up from the airport and I was sooooo excited to be there! After driving around for awhile, we ended up back at her Condo, which was TO DIE FOR~Amazing! Just off the strip and settled into her place for a FUN weekend that was I was definitely ready for! We went to Tryst Thursday night and had a blast, up until the sun came up Friday! Wet Rupublic Friday was another blast. I realized there that I didn't have to be a door mat anymore that there was more to life then just bending over backward for people that are not appreciative of it.
Friday night and Saturday were pretty mellow, and Sunday I was heading back home, not excited about it, If I had a choice I would have stayed as long as possible. I decided after crying in the airport after leaving my Sister, that this was it, that I want this so bad! After boarding the plane I decided first thing I'm going to do....Apply for jobs, Vegas was not just going to be my playground, it was going to be place or residence SOON!
I got back to Kansas with a whole new it felt like. Like as long as I know that there is better out there, that I know I have a goal to reach for. Somoene told me that I came back from Vegas on some new "shit" my understanding I guess I did...and as bad as it may be or as good as it may be I'm just being the new me.
My goal is to be in Vegas by October...but it is definitely going to be a long journey! I am moving the end of this month to sublease a friends apartment and her lease is up October 17th....aka D-Day....I've applied to several different things, and definitely keeping my options open. I definitely love kansas city and will always call it my home, but I realized that this is all we get one life...to find out who we are :)
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