Thursday, January 14, 2010

L-O-V.....excuse me!?

Love - The word should definitely not be taken lightly....Is it one of those things that you just blurt out and say? NO...and if you do does that mean you really truly mean it and you didn't know how else to say it. Some of us get scared, some of us really don't know what to say. Who really just blurts out, I love you, and not once oh but twice. How can you be sure that you really love someone? I know how you can tell if you have love someone but to tell if you are IN love with someone now that is the question. I know that I love a lot of people in my life, but how will I ever really know if I am in love with that one person? I don't think you can truly love someone until you trust them (thanks Ne-yo for that brillant thought). What basis do we have if we can't trust someone? I know that myself I have huge trust issues, I have love for certain people in my life, but still to this day have a hard time trusting people, even friends. There are certain times that I wonder if one can live a life without falling IN love... And the age old question for everyeone is there one person for everyone out there, we will never know, but I believe. Maybe for those that don't believe will never be able to find that one person, but I believe. I think that everyone has a soulmate besides their best friends that always somehow bring out the best in them. I believe that there is that one person that can bring a smile to one's face and always know how to make things better. We live our lives by the lyrical love songs, that there is a way, and that one will always love you. We wouldn't be able to write such words without such passion of love.

I think that I have been close before to falling in love, and yes it terrifies me and to say the least I am pretty commitment phob, I mean the word relationship litterally gives me chills, however I guess I should probably start growing out of that and maybe start realizing feelings are there for a reason. You can't help how you fell or what you feel for someone. I always said that when you fall in love you know...When that person walks into your life, nothing else matters.

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